{"id":5014,"date":"2022-11-17T09:26:49","date_gmt":"2022-11-17T08:26:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ontimestory.eu\/?p=5014"},"modified":"2022-11-17T09:26:49","modified_gmt":"2022-11-17T08:26:49","slug":"spare-tire-is-gone-chapter-53-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ontimestory.eu\/index.php\/2022\/11\/17\/spare-tire-is-gone-chapter-53-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Spare Tire is Gone &#8211; Chapter 53.1"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At 9:30 p.m., Qi Cong finally finished his first day of practice, and left the studio with Zhao Zhenxun.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">After getting into the car, Zhao Zhenxun talked to Qi Cong in detail about the arrangements for that week. Although theoretically they have a week to record the song, after considering the time it took to fly back and forth, and setting time aside for learning ancient etiquette, Qi Cong actually had less than four days.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong was confused. \u201cThen why don&#8217;t we go to the recording studio tomorrow morning? Is there another arrangement?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;Well,&#8221; Zhao Zhenxun reviewed the schedule, &#8220;Tomorrow morning you\u2019re going with me to the hospital, to do a psychological evaluation.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong immediately understood Zhao Zhenxun&#8217;s intention.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">To remove his patient label, just giving an ordinary medical report was far from enough. What the public was more concerned about now was his mental health.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He crossed his hands, interlocked his fingers, and nodded. &#8220;I understand.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;Go to bed early tonight.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAlright,\u201d Qi Cong responded, then lowered his eyes to look at his hands.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Psychological Assessment\u2026. He wasn\u2019t sure he could pass the assessment because there were too many questions that he hadn\u2019t found definite answers to. Such as, which part of the high fever induced his memory loss three years ago, or the reason for his sudden recovery of memories this year. Also, the memories he has forgotten that might be remembered, as well as his three years of memories with Jiang Zhaoyan. Or how his amnesia caused major changes in his temperament\u2026there were countless bombs buried in him and without understanding them, he and those around him would live in worry for the rest of their lives.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He looked at his reflection in the window.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Fortunately, he didn\u2019t make promises to Gu Xun on impulse. Right now he wasn\u2019t only unable to give Gu Xun a stable relationship in terms of objective ability, but also psychologically. He almost forgot that he had such a problem.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He looked away, took out his mobile phone and clicked on Wechat. Sure enough, Gu Xun sent him some messages. He read them one by one as the corners of his mouth rose slightly before falling.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In trance he locked his phone and tightly held it in his hand. Then he looked sideways at Zhao Zhenxun, almost wanting to ask Zhao Zhenxun if he could arrange psychotherapy for him. He opened his mouth, then thought of his parents and the current situation at home before he silently shut up.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Not now. To take care of even one of this bombs he must first wait until he settled his parents situation and give himself sufficient psychological preparation. He couldn\u2019t be too reckless and impulsive.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He withdrew his eyes and reopened Gu Xun WeChat, moving his fingers, he typed:<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong: I&#8217;m going for a psychological evaluation tomorrow.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Gu Xun replied just seconds later: I can fly over to accompany you.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong was stunned for a moment and then smiled. He typed back, refusing and telling Gu Xun to work hard. Gu Xun sent several \u2018grievance\u2019 and \u2018sigh\u2019 emojis. He felt soft and asked Yuan Yuan for a meme of \u2018petting head\u2019 and then sent it over to Gu Xun.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Gu Xun immediately quieted down.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong continued to type: I will tell you the result as soon as possible.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Gu Xun typed back for a while, then a sentence came: I&#8217;ll wait for your good news.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Good news.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Holding his mobile phone, Qi Cong suddenly stopped being so worried about the psychological assessment.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There would definitely be good news. As long as it was a disease, it could be cured.\u00a0 When everything is stable and he has solved all the hidden dangers, then Qi Cong will be with Gu Xun to compensate him for his long wait.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As for now\u2026 he looked at WeChat and then looked at the emoji package he asked Yuan Yuan to send over. He hesitated for a few seconds, then sent one to Gu Xun.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Gu Xun started typing again, but the message hasn&#8217;t been sent for a long time.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong&#8217;s brain went through the possible expressions of Gu Xun as his heart grew more soft and he quietly waited for Gu Xun to finish typing.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As for now, let&#8217;s leave it at that. Both he and Gu Xun suspended their steps and stood in a position where they could move in and out, staring at each other.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u2026\u2026.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Zhao Zhenxun arrived very early and brought Qi Cong two large boxes of clothes.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;I asked Yuan Yuan to\u00a0 pick out these for you. From today onward, you are no longer allowed to wear the clothes you brought with you from Haicheng,\u201d Zhao Zhenxun said, taking out a set of clothes and putting them at the end of the bed. &#8220;Wear this set today.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The last time he was styled, Zhao Zhenxun packed several sets of clothes for Qi Cong from the stylist. During this time, Qi Cong used to wear his old clothes mixed with a new set of clothes. What Qi Cong wore today happened to be a white t-shirt with casual pants brought from Haicheng.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Obviously, Zhao Zhenxun hated his old clothes and wanted Qi Cong to thoroughly bid farewell to his past image.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong\u00a0 looked down at his clothes and then at the simple and elegant clothes on the bed and did as he was told.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">After he changed clothes, the two of them set off to the hospital.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In order to save time and ensure privacy, Zhao Zhenxun made an appointment with a private hospital for Qi Cong. This private hospital was located in a notoriously wealthy area of Beishi with a very good environment.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong wasn\u2019t someone who has never seen the world. He knew very well how expensive a private hospital of this size should be. He was surprised and felt very apologetic. It was just a psychological evaluation, there was no need for Manju to arrange such a good place for him.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Apparently sensing what Qi Cong was thinking, Zhao Zhenxun said, &#8220;The experts here are the best of all private hospitals in Beishi and their results are very detailed. You can also make a personalized plan, so just have a good examination and don&#8217;t worry about anything else. Don\u2019t be reserved, the company needs to fully understand your psychological state.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong gathered his thoughts and nodded.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The evaluation took more than two hours to finish, during which Qi Cong was asked to do some tests. After all the examinations, Qi Cong waited for another hour before he finally got the results of his psychological evaluation. Zhao Zhenxun went into the doctor&#8217;s office with him to listen to the results.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The results had many pages, containing a dozen entries and branches; it was indeed as detailed as Zhao Zhenxun had said. Qi Cong flipped through the contents of the report, listened to the doctor&#8217;s explanation as his heart finally started beating more slowly.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There was a mental illness.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He had no mental problems except for some anxiety and stress due to his recent situation. The doctor combined his past examination results with his current condition and concluded that his strange memory loss and the great change in temperament during the period of memory loss were the result of physiological reasons.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The strange memory loss was an after-effect of the high fever, while the change in temperament was most likely self-preservation stress in reaction to the memory loss, both of which were well documented and not schizophrenic as he vaguely feared.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He was healthy.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;So will this self-preservation reaction, assuming the past memories never return, will go away if he is properly guided? Can the patient return to his or her pre illness state?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong returned to his senses as he looked at Zhao Zhenxun asking questions next to him.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The doctor pondered. \u201cGenerally after the patient is familiar with the people and things around him and is sure that his surrounding environment is safe, this self-protection reaction would gradually weaken. The rate of decline varies according to the patient&#8217;s own ability to adapt and the degree of care of his relatives and loved ones. As to whether the patient can return to the state before the disease, this is a case-specific analysis.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;Will the self-protection reaction worsen if a person who is completely unfamiliar with the patient maliciously induces the patient thinking, exerts pressure on the patient, isolating the patient&#8217;s contact with relatives during the period when the patient has a self-preservation reaction? Would this reaction worsen? If it worsens, what would be the final result?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong froze but couldn\u2019t help but sit up straight.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Zhao Zhenxun was asking this to\u2026.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The doctor frowned at the question and finally replied, \u201cThis is very dangerous. The psychological protection barrier of a patient with memory loss and in a state of self-preservation stress is very fragile. Even one mistake can trigger very serious psychological problems.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;Then what will happen if this malicious inducer is the only person the patient trusts after losing his memory?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sure enough, Zhao Zhenxun was trying to characterize his behavior through the doctor&#8217;s mouth.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qi Cong looked at the door.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The doctor knew Qi Cong\u2019s case so he knew what Zhao Zhenxun was talking about. He looked at Qi Cong and Zhao Zhenxun and frowning even more deeply he replied, \u201cMr. Zhao, you and I both know what&#8217;s going to happen.\u201d After saying that, he clicked on an older medical report on the desktop.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Zhao Zhenxun looked over and found that it was the report on Qi Cong\u2019s gas poisoning when he was rescued. He understood and nodded. &#8220;Thank you for your answer.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As he was about to leave the doctor&#8217;s office, Qi Cong finally asked the doctor a question.<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;Is it possible for me to regain my memory of the past three years? If I want to recover it, what should I do?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<p>Edited by: Antiope1<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<p>Support translation:<\/p>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/bePatron?u=25191841\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"217\" height=\"51\" class=\"wp-image-338 lazyload\" data-src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/ontimestory.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/become_a_patron_button.png?resize=217%2C51\" alt=\"\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 217px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 217\/51;\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ko-fi.com\/lajnaa\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" data-src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/ontimestory.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/kofi3-3.png?resize=185%2C47\" alt=\"This image has an empty alt attribute; its file name is kofi3-3.png\" width=\"185\" height=\"47\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" class=\"lazyload\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 185px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 185\/47;\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\r\n\r\n<p><!--EndFragment--><\/p>\r\n<p><!--EndFragment--><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At 9:30 p.m., Qi Cong finally finished his first day of practice, and left the studio with Zhao Zhenxun. 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